We all have our beliefs and our own relationship with spirituality, even if it’s not believing in anything at all. I’ve struggled with my place in that. I’ve never not believed in anything though. That is something I could never see myself changing my feelings on. It has more so been about the idea of having to choose this one particular religion and stick to it and wade in that faith. I personally have always found parts in most of the religions or belief systems that I reside with, or could understand from an outsider. The common thing between all is that they all believe in something greater than them, so deeply they all come together to live their lives shaped by those particular principles. None of them fully resonate with me. Personally, I think religions are just another way to separate us as a society. The debate of God versus science has gone on since, well, I think, ever. I, personally, believe in both. I believe in God, I pray to him and I read the Bible. I am a Godly woman in all the ways I can be at whatever given time. The Bible has numerous principles and lessons, I implement into my life to enrich mine and others. God is an energy to me. a spirit, and anchor. He is greater than me, than us, than the world. God did make all of this, He is in all of us. He is a nexus, a powerful source of energy.
Does he look how they say? I don’t know? Does that matter? No. Do I believe He is sitting and watching us? Yes, but not in the way we may think, or they say, or if He is ‘He.’ Do I believe in Heaven and Judgment Day? Yes. I think the judgement more so will be coming from us. Our fufillment, the weight of our sins, the progress of our life. That brings up a question, I’ll def be thinking about more. Is that because when we die and the process of all that begins, or because the replay of our memories is just what happens, medically, when the human body dies. Is that little quick Flipagram all that happens and then nothing? Or is that just the beginning?
I believe it’s just the beginning. I believe that when we return to God, our souls return to the universe, in the form of our spiritual energy. God is the universe, our life source. The universe is infinite and full of infinite possibilities. I think its important to have that belief, that there is something, someone, out there, that connected all the dots, aligned everything, so perfectly, for us to be here, in this moment, with these people. I’d like to believe we’re also being looked out for haha, I also think it’s only right to do good with our circumstance. To be good people, who do good things, with passion and purpose, good intent weaved into all we do. Obviously we have flaws, we have made mistakes and are all trying to figure it all out. It’s all our first time living. Which is what The Bible speaks to us about in the form of sin and the devil. Aka, negative energy is real. Yin and Yang baby. As above, so below. As within, so without. Everything good that comes with this, comes with an equal amount of evil. All this positive energy, all this negativity energy. I believe we go to Hell when we absorb this negative into our souls, when we let the bad overpower the good. Hence why I believe, there’s “good” even in the most “evil” people, but what we have within is what we put out. Bad people are born when that evil side overwhelm that gracious side we all try to deeply to present to the world, the side we should be growing always.
The complexity that goes into religions and the truth is the biggest mystery, this world will never see solved. The idea of being a good person is foreign concept of today. Many aren’t thinking of mastering, learning, growing, POSITIVELY in this experience before trying to reconstruct it. CERN and the government are trying so hard to reconstruct this world of ours. They are trying to play God, that why they named it “The God Particle.” They have no business doing that! They cannot compete where they cannot compare. There WILL be consequences for those actions and hell to pay. Whether its how described or in the form of a failed science experiment, we will all feel the wrath. Anyways, hopefully, we’ll get saved!
