I haven’t posted on 224 since March, and honestly a lot has happened in between then and now.
I had three biopsies because doctors thought I was sick again. By God’s grace I am not! I don’t have all the answers as to what’s going on, but i know that no answer is better than cancer being on. I took a step back from events, from people, from a lot of things honestly. I was running on complete overdrive for a while. I was on such a high from the success of 224 that I think I forgot I was still human too.
And in a weird way, I needed this season.
I needed to be reminded of certain things. I needed to recognize my own humanity and the humanity in other people too. I needed humility. Reflection. Stillness.
And just to clear this up now: my break was not because of the TikTok situation people may or may not know about. There’s a whole story behind that, and there was just a moment that highlighted me in a bad light. Even if some people think I was justified, even if I was standing up for myself or for a friend, it was a bad moment. However, a bad moment is still a moment. That’s all.
My absence came from something much deeper than internet drama. I was drifting a little. Spiritually, emotionally, mentally. And I think I needed time to quietly rebuild before returning to this space.
But we’re back now. Better than ever honestly.
This drop is about drifting. About rebuilding. About the strange heaviness of being human and the even stranger decision to keep choosing softness, faith, accountability, and hope anyway.
None of these pieces were written from a place of perfection. They were written from the middle of becoming.
And this is honestly just a micro drop. I have so much more coming. I just wanted to bring you guys a little something from Brialand first. A true yin and yang drop in true 224 fashion.
So with that saiddd, I hope you enjoy.
I’ll talk to you soon.
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